It’s time for some real talk.
I am fair skinned, with freckles, moles, birthmarks, stretch marks, scars, bruises, tattoos and piercings. My arms aren’t the skinniest and I do not have a flat stomach. I might not be pretty or hot like my sister and mom and may forever be stuck as “cute”. I have next to no boobs and a big ass. My feet are definitely not dainty and my hands are small. I have poofy curly Irish hair. My teeth are not white. I have acne and a round face. I can’t contour my face. I have thick eyebrows and Schmidt-fracarro syndrome with some characteristics of Duane syndrome…..so my pupils are not round and my eyes are small. I am a virgin…..I have a southern accent and at times my twang comes out…hahaha. I can sing even though I may not have the best voice. I don’t like my handwriting. I suck at tests because, due to my syndrome I can’t retain information like most people can (and yes that is factual information). I can be overly sensitive and bitchy. I’m guarded and anxious. I hate drama and conflict. I’m unsubmissive, sassy and goofy. I suck at not smiling lol.
I am flawed and imperfect.
I am not defined by any of the traits listed above.
I think my syndrome is what makes me extra unique
And to be honest my ass is one of my best features 😉
I’ve made mistakes in my life.
But I am happy and proud with who I am and will NOT let someone else’s choice of words about me define ME.
No I am not a retard because I have a genetic syndrome…….btw I FUCKING HATE THAT WORD.
I am not weak because I am sensitive.
I am not fat, I am curvy and proud of it. Thank you very much.
What makes me different and things that make me even more different than other people helps me have a better compassion, understanding, and acceptance for other people who are extra unique.
Positivity creates positivity. #quotesbyjo
Yes, I’m making that a thing now haha #quotesbyjo
“A dark world aches for a splash of the sun”
I strive to be the sun in this dark world.
If someone can’t read this and accept me, then it’s your loss.
I’m a great friend to have, just ask my friends 😉
Never let someone else define who you are.
“I’m perfectly incomplete” -Jessie J
And my scars and flaws make me who I am.
I hope all you jotaters have a lovely night.