What is happening with me?
I’m in a total and complete funk right now.
I’m angry, jealous, envious of people who are negative and unappreciative of things other people, including myself, would love to have.
Call me selfish but I just want one thing/day where I don’t feel like I’m competing with someone else. Where I’m not secretly hating my friends for being smart and talented. To have people truly be proud of me and not feel sorry for me.
Yes, as pathetic as it sounds I want to have more than just my diploma at graduation. Something more to be proud of.
I don’t know…..
It someone has some words of encouragement I would love to hear them. I’ll try my best not to have a bitchy response.