I like that music can be painful sometimes.
In a way it’s like it gives you permission to feel sad.
Being sleep deprived has made me feel like my brain has gone off the deep end.
I have way too much time to think and overthink about things.
Think about hope, dreams, the future, people, life, fears, wishes….the list goes on and on. But the one thought I keep coming back to is fear. What fears do I have? What am I afraid of?
And if I’m being honest I’ve never admitted this to anyone.
My biggest fear is that I might be broken.
Dark, I know.
But maybe admitting it will take a couple thoughts away and let my brain rest a little easier so I can have a better chance of sleeping.